not 100% sure
have you ever just sat and wondered why the people in your life are there…. why they come and go or come and stay.. why they build you up. and then sometimes just honestly let you down… well the past few months i have been doing a lot of wondering.. about life in general.. i have been confused.. broken… disappointed.. shocked… loved… hurt…
my emotions indeed are running wild i try to find balance with how i should feel.. or how i truly do feel. asking honest questions to my creator, because i just cant understand. when you heart wants something so bad, but yet its just not what needs to take place at this moment in time.. but why.. this year has been quite a tough one on so many levels
this world is such a hard place sometimes.. and being an emotional person as i am i have in return have experienced some extreme lows and have pressed into God, but i am still very tender and hurt… and im ready to be healed… im ready..
Why since you’ve wounded my heart
Don’t You heal it?
Why don’t You heal?
And why since you’ve stolen my heart,
Do you leave it so?
Oh this heart of stone.
Why don’t you carry away my heart
You have stolen and left here broken
Why don’t you carry away my heart
Already taken
Awaken the dawning of a new heart
Where stone begins to bleed
For the arrow of God that runs through me
Leaves me in need
Here in need
Awaken
How long? How long? How long?
